Part of Karma in Cancer
In the previous existence you have given very much to the familiar life, trying not to disappoint the expectations of those who were counting on you.
You have developed a great sense for the clan, of belonging to a caste, to a family or to anything you might have identified as a particular group, which represented the source of certainty for you, both on a material and an emotional level. In fact you were aiming to establish a strong connection with all that could represent a status and you have agreed to sacrifice also something of yourself, without abandoning what belonged to you and represented a source of great certainty for you.
Very probably, in a past life you have been part of some secret, esoteric affiliation and have established a narrow brotherliness with some members, so much to generate a strong union that may have lived over that life itself; it is probable that in the present time it has presented to you again under the shape of a very narrow familiar connection or through a sincere and lasting friendship.
It is probable that the strong sense of the family, or of what was considered like that, has led you to abandon a healthy affective life, or rather the possibility of an own family built in all freedom, of living a free love, careless of what people living around you expected.
Besides, this sense of belonging to something structured may have prevented you from developing a sense of independence, an inner freedom to manage your life and to reach your targets autonomously, to such an extent that it was impossible for you to create a true inner freedom. In the present incarnation you make everything you can to reach your goals alone, to realize projects in which you believe, developing a healthy individualism that can only help you developing your deep evolutionary potential.
